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Jag vet inte vad som känns värst. Att veta att han har snart åker till NZ eller att veta att han har funderat på att ses men inte tyckt att de vore en bra idé. Förmodligen det andra, men jag trivs så otroligt bra i hans sällskap och i hans famn, bara få hålla om honom och känna hur han doftar. Jag försöker att ha dagarna fullspäckade bara för att de ska gå så fort att det snart blir måndag igen så att jag börjar om att jobba. Men jag tänker verkligen på dig hela tiden. Jag står inte ut!!

Det här är i alla fall en låt som speglar sig väldigt väl i mitt liv just nu, kanske alltid varit så.. Även så Rapture kan rekommenderas.

Hurt - Falls Apart

I messed up again when I tried
You spend all your money and I
And, oh! By the way,
With all you did nothing has changed
So lie like a waste by the side
As everything just falls apart
'Cause everything just fell apart for me

I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my heart

And I don't feel the need to go on
I was happier singing along the way
I had things, I need to say
But now it's like a swallowed tape
That holds up my face from inside
As everything just falls apart
'Cause everything just fell apart for me

So woe is me
Oh woe is me, yeah

I cracked my head and broke my... heart
And the hell of it is what we are
We finish and wish we could start again
Our skin tears away as
Our memories fade with age
And we don't even know 'til it's gone?
But everything just fell apart
'Cause everything just falls apart for me

So woe is me
It all falls apart you see
So woe it me
It all fell apart

I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my heart
Everything just comes down
It falls around me
'Cause, well...
Everything just falls uhhhh

So woe is me
It all falls apart you see
So woe is me
It all fell apart

But I cracked my head and broke my
I cracked my head and broke my
Everything just falls a...